Promised I'll do one of post for my year in review. Here it is.
For 19 - soon 20 - years of my life, I've seen many things that many people have not. How do I confirm this? Well the things in speak of experience are incomprehensible by many. It's like I matured faster than others, creating a large gap between me and society. The agony is that I actually have a lot of problems trying to communicate even it's been years "adapting". I still suffer the same thing today.
Worst part is that with all sorts of ups and downs of life happening too people around me, I can only see but not to experience or get a share of it, let alone being in the spotlight. It's the time where I only get to learn it but never to experience the slightest bit.
2012.It's been one of those years where I just sit and watch life pass. Those time where I sit and observe, learn and hope that one day I can experience it.
Sadly though, it's a wishful thinking. More on that later.
Till next time. 4.25am. Intriguing.
