Craziness vs. Insanity

To get over something is by accepting. It's not simple. Sometimes I think that some things are special, but I'm wrong. Always.

Then I start getting numb over these things. Eventually, nothing is special to me even if it truly is special. Something like the when someone lies too many times and eventually, no one believes even though it's true.

For me, I start to realize there's really nothing to lose at all. Everything is replaceable or disposable. Even me.

Psychologically, people start getting crazy and go rogue when they realized this. There's nothing to lose, so why not go all out? No point lying to yourself to make others happy either.


There's nothing holding you back - and no one can tell you to stop. But this is where many people start to go from crazy to insane.

Without the limitation or confinement of someone or something telling you to stop, people go all out and mostly for the wrong reason. Keep your sanity in check from time to time even when there's nothing to lose.

Just from time to time. Let yourself go crazy and try everything instead.

In words of Linkin Park -

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter



But hey - humans say one thing but do the other. Let's just see how long I can last in numbness before I start feeling again.

Acknowledgements

A simple hello, hi, or a simple gesture just to acknowledge the presence of a person isn't that difficult, no?

Acts as a "oh hey, you're here" and that's enough. It makes a lot of differences.

Perhaps pointing things out in a confrontation helps, but that's the last thing I want to do.

I don't think things will turn back to its original form after any confrontation. It's not nitinol.

Still, confrontation is the only method to move forward.

I'm too scared to confront, but have things to say.
Such is life.

Perhaps you should initiate the confrontation instead.