Monday, April 1, 2019

feeling low

once again i am here - and hi.

i'm feeling particularly low at this point of time.
no one listens to me. no work gets done.
everything gets ignored and pushed off elsewhere

i'm stressed out and there's no one to talk to
seriously, who can i talk to about my work, my life, and everything?
my emotional support column has collapsed entirely now

honestly, i'm even getting blatantly avoided here
someone in this house even wants to sabotage me

it honestly feels like a trap now

i'm drained emotionally and physically
looking at this place makes me feel even more stressed out
how much more can i take? not sure

perhaps i should take a week off
but then again, i'll be even more stressed when i return since nothing will be done
moving here to do things quicker? feels the same to me, honestly