Let's just say 2019 has been quite a crazy year. The few key points of 2019 is rather insane, too.
Starting early of the year, a massive confrontation. Alright, fine. I give up. I don't admit 100% to my "crimes" since it felt like I was forced to admit more than what I actually did.
And yes, I do admit I did have feelings for you - but it's time to put that aside now. Nothing can fix it or revert it back. Bye bye. Everything is awkward now.
As months go by, I have pretty much been living in denial.
I no longer focused on myself - again - and focused on work. 100% on work. More things started coming and I literally eat, sleep, breathe work. I once again avoided social interaction or even hanging out most of the time, and I'm literally a rare Pokemon that's difficult to encounter, and also difficult to catch some free time with.
Mid of this year, I got a Nintendo Switch. That's literally the best thing I've ever gifted to myself. Takes my mind off things - both personal and work - and that's my escape to the real world. However, I still need to finish up my work before getting a chance to play. So in turn, I changed gaming into small chunks instead of a marathon lasting for an hour or more.
And that literally is my year 2019. Career-wise, it's great. Personal-wise, it's horrendous and getting worse.
I still don't feel like I belong anywhere or have anyone that I can rely or talk to. Just go back to keeping everything to myself then.
Till we talk again. Bye.
