Yep

 Yep. What I believed was proven to be true.

Sorry for my disturbance.

Ah...

 The feeling of loneliness. It sets in.

With it comes demotivation and also the lack of motivation to even get out of bed.

It's not the first time I've experienced such a thing but I have no idea how to talk myself out of it every time.

It feels bad.

On a side note, happy birthday.