It seems like I've been getting a lot of the same feeling these days. Recurring feeling of depression. Might be because of the seasonal deprivation that kicked in from the previous post on this blog.
It's... just not pleasant. Makes me feel like crying myself to sleep these days.
On a side note, goodbye Google Plus. There's nothing but salty, terrible memories there.
Sunday, October 28, 2018
Monday, October 15, 2018
Deprivation
Just when I thought the void is getting sealed, well, it feels like I've been disowned again. I do so much and yet everting goes unrecognized.
I finally get to know one thing - why this is important to me.
Without a loving male father figure in my life, I guess I'm just deprived of that feel. The love from a male figure in live.
Some might call it gay, but you should try going through life without a loving father.
But hey, I can't do anything about it. I do wish that one day I can reconcile with this. But I don't have any hope right now as I lost every bit of it.
Bye.
I finally get to know one thing - why this is important to me.
Without a loving male father figure in my life, I guess I'm just deprived of that feel. The love from a male figure in live.
Some might call it gay, but you should try going through life without a loving father.
But hey, I can't do anything about it. I do wish that one day I can reconcile with this. But I don't have any hope right now as I lost every bit of it.
Bye.
Monday, October 1, 2018
My thoughts right now
It's funny how these two posts came around. Instantly, I shared them.
Disappointed at myself. For doing such idiotic things.
Disappointed at myself. For doing such idiotic things.
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