Deprivation

Just when I thought the void is getting sealed, well, it feels like I've been disowned again. I do so much and yet everting goes unrecognized.

I finally get to know one thing - why this is important to me.

Without a loving male father figure in my life, I guess I'm just deprived of that feel. The love from a male figure in live.

Some might call it gay, but you should try going through life without a loving father.

But hey, I can't do anything about it. I do wish that one day I can reconcile with this. But I don't have any hope right now as I lost every bit of it.

Bye.