Tuesday, November 29, 2011

Weirdness

Wow, I can't believe these few days. Mid terms are coming soon yet I found all sorts of weird songs. Firstly I found Adya.
Most of you don't know who or what Adya is. The founder of project Adya is Adriaan Van Landschoot. He is the Radio Atlantis.

So what is project Adya? Quoted from their own YouTube biography
dancefloor-ready classical crossover specializes in retooling classical masterpieces into radio-ready modern pop songs
The name?
derived from an amalgamation Adrian and Yasmin, the names of Landschoot's children
 A lot of songs from them are really familiar, especially Carmen, which Habanera is the real name. That is brought to what we know now through an opera play called Carmen, which tells a story of a girl who loves a rich guy. The song Habanera was used in the song when she grieved about this situation~

Very interesting indeed. I get to learn classical music through modern mixes!

Saturday, November 19, 2011

To my dearest headphone - SteelSeries 5Hv2

My dearest headphone.
My dearest
SteelSeries 5Hv2.

When I first got into the selection between a HDD dock and you, I was skeptical about you.In the end I chose you instead.Indeed my choice is now with no regrets.

It was weird how at first you were no use for me.
It was weird how much
dust had settled on you.

When I got to the time of playing Call Of Duty : Modern Warfare, I got an epiphany.
When I got to the time with you wrapping on my head, covering my ears with your soft buds, I
felt different.

You were then a gaming peripheral.
You are now
more than a gaming peripheral.
Perhaps even a microphone.

I love the way you look.
I love the way you
split into 3 parts.
I love the way you sound.
I love your
5 speakers.


Enough with the cheesy poem-like thingy going on. I just played and finished MW3 about few hours ago using my dearest 5Hv2 and it felt like it's renewing the experience all over again. Playing on a 2.1 is just, meh.  On this little 5Hv2, the experience offered is immersive!

Since this is a short post, off to the pictures!





Yupe, I camwhore my headphone.

Monday, November 7, 2011

284th - Knowing myself further - the religious explanation

November 6th - day started off lazy, woke up near the afternoon (I take 12pm as the separation XD)


Progressed as usual... skipped breakfast, got lunch and went out (typical day in Ipoh for me). Went shopping with my younger sister, my mom and my aunt. I always go shopping with girls~ You can call me a fashion adviser I guess XD


Went to the boutiques at Ipoh Garden East to look at dresses for my eldest sister's wedding... saw a lot of weirdly designed clothing, some are nice and some are distinctive. Loved what I saw.


Shopping proceeded until we went into a rather new-looking boutique that requires us to take off our shoe.


Huh????? Okay...


Once I got in the store, there's a set of Alice In Wonderland-like chairs. Instantly sat on one. Can't resist! Sat there, Facebooked a little and then my aunt met someone there, had an extensive chat about other people which I overheard (I have sensitive ears).


My aunt's friend looks like she's in her 60's, knowledgeable and a very soft-going person. I just sat and smiled.


After a long chat, as the friend said she had to be going... they parted ways... but still in the same boutique.


As we made to the exit, the friend was still there and they talked again, this time with my mom along. Was not surprised on how my mom knew her though.


Then the question of how both my mom and my aunt knew her was answered.


It was related to me.


Turned out she's a heavily religious person who my mom brought me to her for consultation for a cure for this sexily intensifying leg of mine. If you do follow my posts then I assume you already knew that I have a leg problem, making me semi-handicap.


The chat goes on like this :


Mom : Oh you remember me?
Friend : .......?
Mom : I brought my son to you for consultation. The one who has leg problem and I told you there is one line on the left side of the scalp when the hair is short enough.
Friend : Oh I remember you! How is he doing with the leg?
Mom : Fine, studying in a university now. Had a surgery not long ago.
Friend : Oh, I guess that didn't cure?
Mom : Nope, didn't cure at all. Remember that you also referred him as the reincarnation of an emperor who chopped down a lot of people's leg and then got killed by the stroke on the head and reborn with the leg problem as karma? Also the kid who has 3 crowns (the spiral thing on the head/hair)
Me : *I wasn't surprised, I knew about this*
Friend : Yes, I remember. Did you go to the monk in Australia who I said that might be able to help him?
Me : *Confused, not knowing anything about this*
Mom : Nope. He does sometimes sit like an emperor though.
Sister : YES!
Friend : Oh, I guess that adds more validity to the reincarnation theory then.
Me : *WTF!*
Aunt : So I think we'll be going now. Bye!
*Leaves store*
Me : Do I really sit like an emperor sometimes?
Mom : Yes.
Sister : Definitely.


Turned out they say I sit like this frequently.
I definitely need confirmation on this. The next time anyone sees sitting this way... do tell.


Physically I'm not aware at all. I do need some confirmation these.


To all my friends who still visits this page - please do tell me when I do this~

Ongoing writing on this blog does somehow rediscovered myself.

But anyway, I'm not a religious person so all these are a little absurd to me. Whichever it is, I have no choice but to believe it in the religious explanation to my leg.
I've been coping with this leg since young, I don't see why I can't cope even further~

My philosophy of my leg is totally different, though constantly shaking.

If you are reading this, please do tell me when I sit like an emperor.
Guess I'll be living up the word "like a boss" now~
Like an emperor~

Till next time~
Kok Kee signing off.

Yo dawg, I heard you like to blog so now you can blog while you blog.

Blog, let's talk.
It's been a while since I last reflecting on some things.


Personal online blogs vs. diaries.
Era wise and technical-wise.


Back in the days diaries are plain words and pictures. These days... it's more complicated.
Back in the days diaries are something very private and not mean to be read by others. These days... it's an open diary. Anyone who found it, can read it.
Back in the days what we wrote was never judged. These days... what gets most of us running an open diary is feedback.
Back in the days writing our predicament on a piece of paper doesn't solve anything. These days... the feedback obtained is sometimes good and bad.
Back in the days we don't want anyone to pay attention on our diaries. These days... we even have "best blog" award.


I obviously state this bipolar statement as blogging does have its good and bad compared to diaries...
To elaborate , let's go deeper~ (Inception lol~)


1.Back in the days diaries are plain words and pictures. These days... it's more complicated.

No matter how much people would prefer traditional diary writing, it does affect on some of the issues you would like to share and to receive feedback.


2.Back in the days diaries are something very private and not mean to be read by others. These days... it's an open diary. Anyone who found it, can read it.


This is either good or bad, depending on your own judgment~ For me I think it's good if only my close friends come and visit. If you publicly found this then good job finding it. You'll never find anything interesting here XD. I can pour more private things into the blogosphere, yet remain anonymous among most of the people I know~


3.Back in the days what we wrote was never judged. These days... what gets most of us running an open diary is feedback.


Not having judgments at all really makes us unconscious about our writing style. Take it this way - writing in an open space for a very small audience with feedback enables 2 way communication. Makes it more interactive and able to improve our language.


4.Back in the days writing our predicament on a piece of paper doesn't solve anything. These days... the feedback obtained is sometimes good and bad.


How do I put this... there are flamers and supporters. Flamers swarm around the internet a lot, so be prepared at all times. Supporters are rare, but they sure do motivate you to continue. Mostly are friends, your true friends.


5.Back in the days we don't want anyone to pay attention on our diaries. These days... we even have "best blog" award.


This is the mind-boggling thing. Best blog award is like... the best diary award. Sharing your darkest secrets to the whole world is not a good idea, but of course releasing your darkest secrets somewhere is to release your mind from its prison... I guess you'll have to filter out a lot of things in order to obtain the best blog award? That won't be a diary at all.


That's my 2 cents on a comparison on the traditional diary and the present blogs~
I did this because the number of activity on blogs are REALLY low, especially when I saw the difference from 2 years ago and now. Just 2 years.


It's sad. Blogs are much more full-fledged in posts. Twitter is a mini-blogging service, Facebook is a .... very mixed and confused place, can't integrate exactly which media you want to include in.


Until next time.
Kok Kee signing out~

Friday, November 4, 2011

281th post

When you're having some inconvenient spare time... the time that you have to spare but you can't do anything else as you're locked down in some situation? For example is when you're stuck in a conference which you have no relation with but you are FORCED to attend.
Then it struck you, boredom is there, you have your phone. You go Facebook with it.

You realise that it's boring. You sit there, relaxing. You then realise that your boredom is because of your brain is in active state. 

While relaxing... you start to think of random things, often brainstorming with very good ideas in such state (at least for me XD)

For me... while I was driving today I thought of something while realising my legs are controlling the throttle and break. I'm your typical-looking  guy from Ipoh, studying in MMU Cyberjaya now. Underneath that is thicker than all the holy bibles combined.

First to start off is that I do have leg problem. I admit. No way whining about that though I do always ask WHY ME a lot of times. If god does exist, is he implying karma on me? Is he saying that "Oh, there is a fixed number of people with certain specific disabilities, I think you can handle this well" and gave this to me? If not, still, WHY?

Thinking back I've been living in this state for already 18 years, 7 months and 28 days. Getting discriminated is already in my 'to be expected' list. I'm just happy that the worst part of my history never repeat itself in MMU.

I've been handling these questions well though it still dwells upon me.
Am I a handicap or not? - I am already in the grey area, I can take advantage of both sides. And I'm not that evil to do so, that's why I consider myself not a handicap.
I do feel sudden pain sometimes and I hope to have a wheelchair. - Many therapists say I can handle pain very well. Maybe of the passive pain of the leg that I'm already immune to?

All these questions~ They keep coming~
I did have one of these "sessions" earlier and I found the most understanding to be Michael. He's the only one that I think can understand and will be able to provide a proper answer. I told him and he said "take this as a test as something that will keep you moving on."

Firstly I'm happy that someone actually listened to me instead of me listening back. As since Form 4, I've been known as "the motivator". Not actually remembering why but now I do know that everyone needs to be heard sometimes.

Don't worry, I've been living in this condition for so long I'm sure I can survive in the years ahead. =)

That aside, the funniest part is now people always say that I'm gay with Michael. Please stop your childlike mentality. Being close to a person with the same gender doesn't make you gay. In fact I don't mind if I'm close with a homosexual. They're still humans. I am one too.

Being open minded really do solve a lot of conflicts in the world.


Till next time.

Monday, October 31, 2011

Green

The colour of nature.
I find green to be a very beautiful colour.
Recently I found out that to Photoshop using a solid colour as the background to crop out the image, blue and red is just painful whereas green for one is soothing instead.

Everything happens for a reason. I guess that this even applies to the natural occurrence of colour. Most people do indeed see more green leaves on land rather than red blood or blue ocean. I do take green as a colour of happiness. Its beaut cannot be explained.
I know it's weird to post about something like this but what I realise about the colour green is just fascinating and wonderful for me. I have to share it.

My apologies for weirdness.

Tour de la one-small-part-of-PJ

I've been to PJ a few times and I have to say the more I explore the area of PJ, the more I love it~
The environment there is totally different. It's like the whole scheme to build a city has totally changed for the better. It's impressively different, eye-catching and indeed relaxing.
Though the roads are very bumpy (yes, the roads are screwed up), the sidewalk is really polished and I can assure you that it's even better than most parts of KL. The buildings are like Puchong's, upgraded and refined.

The other day's tour was to Kota Damansara.
Each time you take the highway, you'll pass by the Kota Damansara's Giant. It's so hard to miss.
The other day's tour was specifically to Aman Suria... looking for a supplier that is. Turned out to be a discovery tour too. Literally a discovery tour. Too bad I didn't bring my camera with me though.
 Yes, Murni Discovery.
 I've never been to Murni SS2 before XD Thought that this might give me an idea of how Murni SS2 would be. It's far different from what people told me about Murni SS2 though~

I'm just really loving PJ a lot~ Hope that I'll be there next time instead of weeping at some forever alone place. KL is too packed, other places are too secluded, PJ is just fine in my opinion~

Here's some bits of a song before I end, even though I don't usually do this

Ain't no mountain high enoughAin't no valley low enough
Ain't no river wide enough
To keep me from getting to you babe

Thanks to Michael, Wei Wen and Eu Gene for going PJ~

Thursday, October 27, 2011

Tour de le KL~

I never recalled walking that much in my life.

Wake up in the morning feeling like a zombie at about 7.15 AM, loitered around the house till about 8.20 before I got to the journey to the university LOL.
Reached the place we're supposed to meet up at 8.30 AM at 8.45 AM, yet I'm not the latest XD

Got to the bus station, waited a while and then the bus came and we went to Putrajaya Central, then on with Rapid KL to Pasar Seni. There are... so many wholesale shops there selling plushes and phone accessories all those stuff.

I'm not surprised much, the place was hectic!

Asking for prices around there and walked all the way to Times Square and then to Kenanga... During the journey, my friends said my face was red. Do I have high blood pressure, doesn't have enough exercise or just perspire too heavily? Weather problem? Then back from Kenanga to Times Square - but with a taxi. Hung a while and then gone back~

I'm surprised how people are surprised that I can walk that much. Yes, my leg problem is delaying the journey as I can't walk fast and please don't talk about running. I also found out that my legs can actually walk a long journey, but my hip is the one that causes all the problems.
Another is that my friends say I shuffle when I walk. Last time my friend did say that I walk like I'm dancing and now I'm shuffling...
That's two things added to my know-myself list. Mysteries still ensures though.

There's actually 3 achievements today. First time (and please be the last) to Pasar Seni, first time with public transports and also the first time not paying for public transport. LOL. Yeah, I just got up the bus like a boss.

Overall was a magnificent, memorable and hateful journey. Kenanga sucks, KLIA Express is nice and overall the journey was just awesome. A lot of memorable things and also chats in the journey itself. Me gusta!

Guess what - I got a new phrase
Everyday I'm shufflin'

Monday, October 17, 2011

Holidays coming to an end...

Yeah, holidays already ended by the time I post this. As I'm typing this, it's 11:55 PM, 5 minutes to Monday.

A short update here - what did I do during my holidays? My 3-week holiday

I did read a lot of articles (mainly tech anyway), posted a lot of things on Preppy Droid - even covering for Apple's recent keynote live till about 3.30 AM, wrote one (only one lol) new lyric. I do need to get on the chords. Without it I can't do anything. Lyric-writing is totally freestyle.

Read The Science Of Getting Rich - you probably knew if you visited :P
Not quite a reader here, I read things slow and steady to ensure that I do understand the sentences. Few pages and I'm already sleepy lol. I have to say, reading that book on my laptop is a pain in the ass.

Learned a little bit of Java for Android. Basically it's not much difference from Visual Basic. You design your layout, link it to the class then in each class, define each of the button in the design with specific actions. Interesting enough there's a thing called "manifest" which controls which launches first, how it is launched and so on. The Android ecosystem is so wide that you can write apps in Java or C++ with various APIs! The codes are still fuzzy to me. I only watched about 17 videos out of the total 200... Still grateful that I started to watch them.

Then I followed my sister out for a whole afternoon to learn more about photography. It was a great chance that I am glad and grateful to be able to follow. Got a lot of ideas on how to really take a great photo. Angles are very subjective, but the pretending part is really hard if you want to get a really good shot with a subject in it. Another things is to do whatever it takes to get a shot you want. Absolutely no fear. My sister and the photographer went in the stopped train, sat at the railing's side and went up a bridge connecting both sides of the station just to get a shot. Overall a very great experience indeed!

That's my holiday for 3 weeks. I think it's well spent.

And it's already 12.10 AM. Posting this and sleeeeeeeep. A great day to start a brand new semester ahead!

Thursday, October 13, 2011

Science of getting rich

You don't have to be an atheist to be rich.
That was how the book's slogan went. I did read about The Secret, The Power and now this. Both of them are by Rhonda Bryne and she, the author, got her mind changed by reading The Science Of Getting Rich. Interesting...

Before that...

As what I always want to rant about, last year after my exam I laid out so many tasks to be done within the period of my 6 months holiday after SPM and before university. Turned out I did almost none. Regretted like mad. No matter what, the past can't be fixed and it makes me who I am today.

To be honest I'm not much of a reader and I kept this book for nearly a year now??? Soft copy by the way. This book goes on again like what *most* of the ideas are obtained by The Secret and The Power, though The Science Of Getting Rich elaborates more on dos and don'ts with some extensive notes and some good-to-know things.

The book is pretty short, 79 pages of A4 paper (if I'm not mistaken) and a pretty good read.

Such things are controversial, I know.

I did somehow learn that you can never fix someone, but you can sooth someone to take off some heat/burden/pressure/tide to let them fix themselves by advising or just simply listening to their problems.
Never attempt to fix them by forcing them to go your way~

Side note - I finally get to know where to use light/flash diffusing technique for photo taking. Very crucial indeed, especially when you only have one flash source.

Have a look below!

Left - You are neeeeeeon
Middle - You smell extremely nice
Right - You're the original
Really gotta work on my photography skills these days סּ_סּ <--- Highlight to see the face~

Till next time!

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Holidays coming to an end~

Semester break and I have 3 weeks break. Now I only have about 4 days left. I'm actually looking forward to the next semester to be honest, I'm just bored these days during the break. What can I say... Ipoh is boring. Got into learning Java a little for Android programming with 200 videos for tutorials. Interesting yet frustrating because I've yet to master it. Love it though.

Bought another Android figurine, this time it's the vanilla cupcake. Specifically bought this because of the smell! It makes me high on drugs.
Just smells SO nice!
Really got into instrumental music, remixes and even classical. A song by Luciano Michelini called Frolic is soothing yet catchy. Love it!

Holidays are really bored and I did write another song... this time it's about how people tend to search for a group that they are meant for, but the journey is pointless because the answer is right in front of us all the time.


Then I realise that every song I wrote is more from my personal life experiences and my philosophy. Interesting way to learn about myself because I wrote what I was thinking but without my knowing. And they all don't have a title name.

I did wrote more than 2 though, just don't really want to post it here.
To be honest I never cared about what people think about it or how people will react to it. I just wrote and did what I feel like doing.
Haters gonna hate, but I'm not giving the slightest care.
And I'm getting a hang of this new Blogger layout!

Till next time!

Monday, September 26, 2011

Awesome classmates

Never in my life I met anyone so volunteering for a circle. Seriously!



Have you in any way :
1. Had someone who asked for pictures of the class photos so that he/she can make a video out of it?
2. Getting a list of questions on how to bypass those security b*#&h stuff on YouTube and Facebook to prevent "piracy"?
3. Someone asking for the uncompressed (by YouTube or Google+) softcopy?

Only my class has it. Me gusta and I'm happy lol

Saturday, September 24, 2011

1st semester in MMU is over

Title says all XD

To summarize a few things before going on to the grandfather story,
1. About 4k gone for first semester (wow, and it's considered cheaper than many other universities!)
2. Met a lot of new people and got close to a circle of friends
3. People here are more civilized than those in SMI last time
4. Reminded me why computer classes are retarded (even in high school)

That said, let's go to the details

For the first one is pretty self-explanatory anywayFor second one... well people here are more cooperative and understanding too. The other day I posted about taking a class photo together and the next thing you know I was the one getting reminded about the class photo lol. Got close friends, hangs and chats a lot with. Can call them my homies already lol.Thirdly... well it's pretty messy when it comes to the explanation
To make things short, let's just say that I had a pretty bad time with the people in SMI. If you did read my past posts, I did describe briefly why. Let's get into the details.My life in SMI was rather bored. For all 11 years in SMI, either I'm in front of my computer (99% I am), tuition (only Form 4 and 5) or school. My socializing skills suck? Doubt so. Discriminated? Maybe. Didn't fit in because of my style? Most probably.For all these while I like being me, hard to describe "me" and my style unless you get to know me personally though. As far as I can see, my past SMI people are weird too. Somehow they're all shying away and not admitting it. It's who we are, why avoid at the first place?
I feel more accepted and I also get to know many other people with "weirdness" and interest in geek tech like me lol. Have to say I'm happier here than in SMI. Did you ever went anywhere where people actually care to chat with you when you're the stealth one in the circle of friends? For most of the time I was the invisible one in SMI!

Another thing is that Jered is leaving MMU and going Penang to take Law... good luck to him and I'm gonna miss him though I don't know him even that he's from SMI too lol. We never spoke in high school.

Lastly... basic computer knowledge/skill classes are still retarded for me, especially those with textbooks. It's outdated as hell and "lucky" for me, the textbooks has a lot of errors, misleading explanation and incorrect facts which I have to follow. Damn! I have to give up my hobby for this! I'm happy that I don't have to give a fuck about this now.

I guess that's it for now. Don't think there's anything more to post for now. Last time when Blogger was first hot there were a lot of "tagging" games that tells you do to answer few lists or categories of questions without lie and then tag other bloggers to do it. I kinda miss those days. Wish we could have that back now. People who used to blog have now moved to Twitter, Facebook or G+. I don't see any of them to really overcome a proper blog though. and that's the reason I came back to reboot my blog.

Well till next time!

See you guys in 3 weeks XD

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Hmmm...

Have you ever wondered that some of the things in this world is actually looking at you with a different perspective compared to how you look at yourself? This also tend to result in you looking at the negative side of yourself.

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

Government staffa and stuff.

I'm typing this now as I'm waiting for the PTPTN shit. It takes forever and they work way behind the schedule they gave to us. And they are really picky with the unnecessary things.  Yet most of all, I'm bored!

Thursday, September 8, 2011

I realized...

... that I have to start to learn to loosen up. Being a paranoid that thinks too much... not a good idea especially if you want to get the most out of your life, including enjoyment.

Looking at some of my friend's photos they uploaded, they all enjoyed and tells the world they are going to do what they want to do. Nothing to lose, only to gain.

I shall practice that now.

Wednesday, August 31, 2011

Games

Ah, haven't made a post about games long enough to make a comeback.
Sure you might say "Oh, another game" and yes, it is another game. Indie game.

You see - as time passes with high end console games, it gets more and more shittier. Well I did enjoy Portal 2. The game speaks for itself, it's so awesome that I want more of it. Got into electronic songs remixes because of the game. How can you ever hate on it? Same goes to Super Meat Boy. I love that game.

I wish I could bring back the days where games used to be fun, challenging and more interactive in terms of the story and also the gameplay.
Games nowadays are just mindless shooting, repetitive gameplay and mostly all are ripoffs with a just a little difference that you can barely notice.

Seriously? I like Portal, Mirror's Edge, the first Star Wars : The Force Unleashed and DiRT. COD is still alright, though quite unbearable at times.

Crysis is just overrated G.I. Joe and the gameplay is certainly bad. When games are designed to let the player to far superior than the enemies, it's just not fun like SW:TFU 2. Starkiller is just too powerful in the second one. It sucks. No challenge.


At least spice up the mindless shooting. Indie games FTW! Fresh new ideas and gameplays ALL the time.

Shall I end it with a piece of electronic remix?

Awww

Such things make me proud.



Happy Merdeka!

Tuesday, August 30, 2011

Download complete


Wow. I downloaded all 200 videos in 720p made by TheNewBoston.

Credits to them, love their tutorials and whatnot.
8,109,063,390 bytes. 8.1 billion bytes. 8.1 gigabytes, 8.1GB.

Who wants these videos? XD

Thanks, thenewboston. Links and props to them!
http://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL34F010EEF9D45FB8

Monday, August 29, 2011

A little bit more of myself

Anyone who saw me and talk about religion might think that I'm ignoring that topic.

Why am I doing this? Please, when I first got into MMU the religion fanboys attacked me few times in groups. For me, my attackers were the Chinese Society Club that got me hard a few times (bad choice for attacking me) and also the Christianity club (or something like that). Too tired to rant about it then, since it's semester break now, it's perfect.

Skip this if you don't wanna know about what I think. Might be offensive to you or it might be an eye opener (I'm flattered).

To those who don't want to know or don't want to read, PLEASE GET OFF of this post.


Atheist or a fanboy avoiding trouble talking about it. I do talk about it only when the time, place and situation direly needs it to be talked about.

I could care less about the unnecessary things and superstitious hokum. Ravaging war between the Roman great scientists and Christianity in the past, all because of this.

People say God created humans by his own image. Truth to be told, I find the stories in bible and all the mythologies a little funny and absurd. If humans were made by his image, why do we all have different faces? And if not different faces, different bodies. Unless cloned, which is essentially still you.

Cutting everything else, how can a snake speak to humans? How did Adam and Eve communicate with each other? I wouldn't care about communicating with the snake first. That said, I still trust that evolution comes from the smallest form of organism. Like the food chain, the smallest in size are at the bottom with countless amount whereas the largest in size are the least in numbers. Comes the thought that evolution is once again obeying the laws of the universe and is never absurdly cutting queues.

Science has once again made it's point with logical facts. Not saying that I'm an atheist still, I do believe in existence of a creator that made everything so detailed without failure. Science has yet to discover the whole universe and beyond, yet limited by the number of years that the Big Bang happened multiplied by the speed of light to get the estimated maximum diameter (assuming Big Bang is spherical) of the universe. What if there is something faster than the speed of light that is beyond our measures? That would change the course of humanity. If God does help or show me something, I'm only believing God as a talisman that is always inside and by my side all the time then God will always be referred as "me", "myself" and "I".

Religion gets even more irrelevant when Mormons come about. No interest to talk about that other than the founder allegedly claimed that he found a piece of God's stuff in his backyard and no one else can see it. Absurd yet true. Humanity.

Speaking of irrelevant religion, if you ever read about a book The Secret by Rhonda Brynes you'll know that's absurd. Think about it rationally and you'll say it's still describing what I believe religion is. God is inside you, God is you. Having faith in yourself boosts confidence, thus having more will power. In my opinion, some of the context in the book are just self-stabbing though.



Who wants to read this book? I can lend it to you but then I have to tear out a lot of pages describing crap out of the book first.

The truth that I believe in is - education has come a long way to teach you to seek what or who you are, who or what or which believe in. Religion acts like a guideline to seek yourself. Eventually if you explore more and know more, you'll partially or fully doubt your own religion that you first believe in and started going bipolar or tripolar by just believing in more religions.

That's enough ranting on this sensitive issue, I meant to offend no one as I did state that to those who don't want to know or don't want to read, please get off of this post.

To those who read and disagreed or want to make me a religion person, no thanks. I am what I am, I believe in what I believe in. Here's a song for you. Specially for you.



EDIT : Look at this news.
Sickens me. Can't you maintain an open mind and revolve around the truth that science has proven?

"New" layout

Yes, a "new" layout. Thanks to my itchy hands I tampered with the CSS coding and without surprise, I screwed up the aspect ratios pixels. Reworked it to incorporate the new (I never been to the website on a desktop till recently) user friendly designer of the layout.

How'd you like my new super big header picture? I know it looks fake like plastic surgery. Photoshopped, laptop is not mine, my table is wooden but has the groove and also the table had no craft of my name on it. Reason why? I don't have proper equipment to take such photo and I don't have a camera that offers this clarity.

Anyway I'm on my sem break now. Have to study yet I have to finish up all my stuff and whatnot. Damn I miss the people already.

Sunday, August 28, 2011

Feels good

... to be blogging with a proper computer other than a phone. Alas, embedding YouTube videos.
I realized one thing strange recently. It's like every elder guy has a favourite child's educational show. I did somehow came across Yo Gabba Gabba! last year while listening to a podcast by Android Central, but then this year the memes of My Little Pony just blasted out from nowhere and flooded everywhere.

For me though, my favourite is not My Little Pony. Have a look. Though the sound quality is bad...



I got a part of the class gone crazy about this last year LOL.

Speaking of such events, I did influence my class last year with some very distinctive words that only circulated around my class.

In life, not everything changes. I did brought forward the influential virus to MMU and applied it to internet memes. What else can I do right?

It started when something in the class that sparked this whole thing. Something to do with the word jelly.
At first no one knew what a meme was. Everyone knew nothing about them. Soon I showed them more and more, everyone used it.
They first said it's gay, whatever. Eventually everyone began to say "U JELLY?", "U MAD?" and "PROBLEM?"

Sean even shared memes with me LOL




I guess that's all for now. Damn, the blogosphere used to be so hectic and fast. Nowadays it's nothing but an escargot waiting to be served as an exotic meal to Google's account. In laymen's term, either this division being sold, integrated to something else or closed entirely.

EDIT : Oh wait, I forgot. Michael got crazy over Schnappi the crocodile and started spamming all over Facebook. LOL.

Thursday, August 25, 2011

Friends

Until today I don't know what true friend is. Are they the ones who care about you? Are the ones who give you free stuff all day long? Are they the ones who open their heart up and speak about it?

I don't know. Previously my life is lonely, until coming to MMU that is. Bunch of great people!

They went to McDonald's for dinner and surprisingly phoned me, put me on loudspeaker and was greeted warmly and proceeded to a Skype video call where I see all of them and they all said hi LOL XD

It just feel so... Touched?? Yet soothing feel.

Monday, August 22, 2011

Synthetic height?

Thinking back, I went through surgery twice for tendon lengthening. Does it mean that my real height is added to this surgery? I doubt so though, but hell, it might be synthetic.

Making a difference.

You guys know that I use Cyanogen Mod but that thing is a little unstable so I want to migrate for a while. Loving it so far. MIUI!

The lock screen is amazing!





Thursday, August 18, 2011

Back to customizations

Windows 7 - I never customized you thoroughly before.
I changed the themes now, now I changed the icons and also changed the wallpaper.
DreamScene. Familiar? Yes, only available for Windows Vista Ultimate. Guess what? The most of the necessary files are actually IN Windows 7, just needed to be activated alongside with the necessary files.



You getting jelly? GLaDOS waking up. Portal 2. I like it so much.

Go door2windows.com and download the activator.

Distinctive me

You might think I'm a hipster, but no. This is something that EVERYONE and ANYONE can see when you meet me. It's something obvious.

I'm talking about my leg.

I usually don't talk about myself at all but it seems like there are a lot of people I know that didn't ask me about it. Some did, but the question sets the moment to total awkwardness and it just kills the mood like a nuclear bomb. I have to let the complete uncovered truth out.

Anyway, since I did find out that my leg makes many people think what happened because it's too hard to ask, don't be scared. I'll tell you all about it that I know. Nothing to hide.

In fact, I'm going to tell now.

A delayed birth on 6th of March 1993. I was forced to be in my mother's womb for a longer period of time due to the lack if presence of doctors. I was suppose to come out earlier. Then that delayed period of time have me a permanent brain damage, literally. I do think that doctors and nurses knew about this on that day.

I grew up living this way, falling down a lot or just being clumsy lol. I always trip on myself because of my right leg, even now.

I have a small case of cerebral palsy, which affected the part of the brain that controls my right leg by a little. Yes it might seem very drastic but I've seen worse.

I had 2 surgeries before, one when I was at 2 or 3 and another when I was 14. According to my mom I can't walk even at the age of 2 or 3. Both surgeries were tendon lengthening, while the first one was at some part and both Achilles' heel and the second one was only for my right leg's Achilles' heel.

I got most of the extensive information about myself )literally learning about yourself) from a doctor that asked my mother about the full details of what happened exactly on my time of birth during my medical check up for MMU. All thanks to my mom's question to the doctor about the cures for my leg.

I've been living third way for 18 years and beyond. What makes you think that I'm still denying to live in this state? A cure would be nice though. Till now I can't really control my right leg's spasms at random times and also I can't run yet my stability is totally funky. Not sure if swimming is good for me too.

Alright so that's about all me. I posted it in blog instead of anywhere else as my blog has now been forgotten and about few inches of dust has settled down. Somehow my friends in MMU first asked if I have a license for handicapped drivers or not. A funny assumption but I don't blame them for that conclusion.

So please now don't ask me about my leg in front of me. It just makes the situation awkward.

And no, this is not self pity or me begging for pity. This is just the truth and fact.

Before I forget - I thank you all my friends for not discriminating me for having such a leg. I truly appreciate it.

Love you all. Now you know a little more about me. LOL

Monday, August 15, 2011

Hmmm...

Maybe I should open up more into my personal life in this blog. My blog is old enough to be forgotten, yet preserved all this while.
I always thought, well everyone needs a personal space to talk and share about yourself despite that you don't like to talk about yourself. Deep inside I'm sure everyone wants to talk about themselves once in a while

Sunday, August 14, 2011

Songs these days

Seriously? Songs these days are all about partying, ass, alcohol, drugs, getting down on the floor, kissing and bringing the roof down?
Songs these days have heavily modified pronunciation of words. Are they really that bad in English or just can't/too lazy rhyme the words?
Some songs are motivational or heavy in emotion, like it's speaking to your inner self. It's so good that you just feel an ice cold chill down your spine. Given songs are that influential, why are we fed with such crappy music these days?

Avril Lavigne's What The Hell is a good modern type of song that is heavy in emotion. Even Lady Gaga's Born This Way is. They both possess a message that is being sent through a song that has been made into generic pop music style.

Yes I admit I do listen to oldies these days. Reflect back on what songs used to be like. You Don't Have To Be A Star by Marilyn McCoo and Billy David Jr, Can't Touch This by MC Hammer, Butterfly by Crazy Town. Not exactly that old, but then it's just so chilling and nice.

One big secret that I never told anyone is that I did completely write one or two songs out of my free time before MMU started. View it here <---------- Clicky there.
I have no idea what happened to the colour scheme of this blog.

If anyone wants to sing it or modify it THEN sing it, please do so as it is also completely FREE, but inform me first. I would really like to spectate what is going to happen :P

Saturday, August 6, 2011

Art

Everything that exist is an art, only depends on how you see it. For me, art is never limited.

Who says only graphics can be art?

What about numbers?


Wednesday, August 3, 2011

LOL

  restaurant called "Room 18" in Fahrenheit teaches you how to use chopsticks with wallpapers of pictures on proper chopsticks holding


Mistakes

Everyone hates themselves over a mistake, no matter how small or large it is.
Things do happen for a reason, someone it's just so hidden that you don't realize right away.

Truth to be told, one is not creating without making mistakes

Random picture of the day... A wallpaper. From Acer itself


Saturday, July 30, 2011

In awe

When you do use something for benefits, you do get benefits. This is a free gift I got from just checking in with 2 more friends on Action City with FourSquare.

Total accidental discovery.

Who says you can only have deals with purchases?


Friday, July 29, 2011

Music

Seriously, what's the point of being a hipster in music?

Some music are just plain overrated whereas some are just plain underrated. Music is still music, not a popularity contest or whatsoever.

Music is timeless, what if it's old? What if it's new?

No one takes control of what you listen to, only yourself. Music is an art, why lock yourself to the radio or your particular friend? Explore, listen to what's good and what's not. Everyone has a different and distinctive taste.

Classics are just classics to one's preference, no matter how old or how new a song is to you, it's still your a choice of yours to consider it as a classic or not.

The true thing about an art is that there is no solid yes or a solid no towards it.

Just feel the song.
No matter if it's electronic, jazz, hip-hop, rap, pop, indie, acid jazz, whatever. Even the language is just an excuse.

Tuesday, July 26, 2011

Old vs. new : the risk

Changes. Easier way to put it as an example here. Changing from one situation to another one and settling on it might be a big deal for most people. I understand, you can't afford to give up what you already have in your comfort zone.

Assuming that you have no choice but to give up what you have and start anew like how people finish high school and then split up from each other and start a new journey ahead, it's quite a risk to either end up in a situation much worse than before or ending up in a situation of your cup of tea. New life is exciting yet a skeptical one.

Despite any of those, live life to the fullest, live got the moment.

So fast it has been the time of my life in MMU. People here are great, place is awesome and having new friends is always better than having less friends. One more friend is one less enemy.

Yes, it's the Mac OS X Lion's Adromeda galaxy wallpaper.

Yeah, ths blog post is just too long; don't read.


Friday, July 22, 2011

Time flies

For today's post : time flies.
Yes, that's it. I've been here in MMU Cyberjaya for nearly 2 months already! That's fast.


U MAD?

Apparently yes, I am.
Random blog posts are the best. Don't expect much since I'm only updating from my phone now.
Blame Microsoft for the disappointing Windows Live Writer.

Still, random picture of the day

The things we do during our break time. LOL